Showing posts with label Anxiety. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Anxiety. Show all posts

Tuesday, May 28, 2013

Over my head, Out of my mind, Overwhelmed

Shit just got real. Like, it's officially starting to set in. I was going over different things with my dad that he wants to help me with slash double-check before my big move. And it's insane. I am going over 401k's and pension plans and non-compete clauses and new banks and credit cards and rewards programs and it is making me just want to curl up in a big ball and stay there for forever. On Saturday, I am becoming a real person.

How am I going to do this?

I need a system of organization. And NOT like my senior year of college organization where I had ZERO folders and just threw all my papers in my backpack and found them when I needed them (not a complete disaster if I do say so myself, but not a system I plan on continuing in the future).

This makes me laugh, so at least I still have that ability at this time. (Credit to http://myjourneythroughindiewood.blogspot.com/ for this awesomeness!)
I need a plan. And not just any plan. It needs to be the most organized, anal, OCD plan that anyone has ever seen in their lives. My savings, work documents that I can refer to, different things I need to have for everyday life. The wheels are turning, car is in motion, and I need to figure out how I am going to get the car to where it needs to be. (WOAH, cheesy metaphor alert, sorry about that!)

But really, I am getting my life together STAT. Hopefully this organization system will be in place by tomorrow. My life will be lined up and ready to go...if I don't have an anxiety attack before that happens.

WOWZA.

<3, Charlotte